continued attempt to get this book done!

This is pretty much what i have been like since I last wrote to the blog.  Also I have just started a teaching course, which seems to have home work every night! But I so want to get this book finished, its taken up a good five years of my life. I need to let it go but its like a security blanket and I am afraid to let it go!
  I have sat here for the past 7 days looking at my hand written notes, trying to work out what to cut and reasoning why I don't need it to more than just how many pages I have. It feels never ending but your continued support makes it worth while!